"I don’t have to tell you things are bad. Everybody knows things are bad. It’s a depression. Everybody’s out of work or scared of losing their job. The dollar buys a nickel’s worth, banks are going bust, shopkeepers keep a gun under the counter. Punks are running wild in the street and there’s nobody anywhere who seems to know what to do, and there’s no end to it. We know the air is unfit to breathe and our food is unfit to eat, and we sit watching our TV’s while some local newscaster tells us that today we had fifteen homicides and sixty-three violent crimes, as if that’s the way it’s supposed to be. We know things are bad - worse than bad. They’re crazy. It’s like everything everywhere is going crazy, so we don’t go out anymore. We sit in the house, and slowly the world we are living in is getting smaller, and all we say is, ‘Please, at least leave us alone in our living rooms. Let me have my toaster and my TV and my steel-belted radials and I won’t say anything. Just leave us alone.’ Well, I’m not gonna leave you alone. I want you to get mad! I don’t want you to protest. I don’t want you to riot - I don’t want you to write to your congressman because I wouldn’t know what to tell you to write. I don’t know what to do about the depression and the inflation and the Russians and the crime in the street. All I know is that first you’ve got to get mad. You’ve got to say, ‘I’m a HUMAN BEING, Goddamnit! My life has VALUE!"
-Howard Beale “Network (1976)”
Most of these bitches become non existant to me…. Like seriously. Meaning they do not exist, Its like they’re dead to me. I steady drop friends and move on. To be honest I have no friends. All I have are associates & family. Oh my bestfriend Iyanna… That’s about it (& That girl is my heart, We been through so fucking much.) But other than that… yeah. I have a trust issue with people. Like I cant even tell you how many times I have been back stabbed and and crossed. Now, my mind set is literally, “Fuck You… Imma do Me.” The new year is coming… Fresh chapter…. Time to push myself with my music harder… That’s it. Fuck everything else. Giving it my all…
I do not allow sorry people to have a slot in my life. It’s a priveledge to be in my life. When I say that I mean it. I’ve come to understand that I’m in control of my life. If I don’t want you in it… I will avoid you by all means. And another thing, people are only as important as you allow them to be… #RandomEntry